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So here is one of those things that some people will think is just coincidence or meaningless and others might see as more than that. Way before Andrew was even a thought I used to have a reoccurring dream. In this dream I saw a very small (preemie sized) baby, naked curled up on a chair. Even though I saw the baby I somehow ended up accidentally sitting on him, killing him. So yeah, somehow I had fears about caring for a small baby before I had mine. Thankfully I never sat on my actual teeny baby! (And now he's not so teeny any more, by any stretch of the word!)